Sheryl, you need to get a grip.

After spending 5 hrs doing the english project, my mind is so giddy. Not giddy because much time was spent on it, but because I breathing in too much "mist. Breathing it for 5 hrs, I was ready to puke. I think it must be psychological, it has been like that since 2006. Before that, I never felt like that.

My head is pain.. My heart feels so heavy, so heavy.

Glad I am going for chalet tomorrow. A place where I can just.. S---- and C--. Just release everything.

Study break for me... can't concentrate with everything so messy.


Lord, you said in Mathew 6.. ask and it will be given, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be open.. Then Lord, I cry out to you. I am desperate.. Lord, I beg you. Spare me.